Proud

My daddy made me to be ready for upcoming struggles, how to smuggle my fear out of my mind and think straight. There is no need for hate but having faith for a better tomorrow, without any sorrow. Keep your chin up and face the world, see it twirl, see it swirl, the world is a beautiful pearl. Have your hopes up and keep dreaming and screaming, so that people will know your name. Always aim high until you are satisfied. Have faith in yourself and you wil have a better day.

goodbye

I know you can hear me at night

I know you are trying to forget me

So you can see the light.

I know you are trying to shut your eyes

So you will not see me by your side.

I know you are fighting to forget

The painful words that i said.

Good bye

Black lily

Black lily

No one sees you what you are inside
You are full of love and warmness

I wish i could give you some pride

Still you feel so shy
and lonely at some time

but don’t worry you will blossom
with time.

Poor black lilly
your different from the rest

but in my heart and mind your just better then the rest.

so spread open because the sun is up
be ready to greet the new day


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to a very special friend that makes me happy to know him.
may god bless him and give him a good life

Mirror

Mirror
Imagine..

Your are looking yourself in the mirror.
Fixing your hair
Feeling fly , able to touch the sky.
Able to feel strong with your self
Able to feel  comfortable  in your own skin.

Your are watching in the mirror
How happy and pleased you feel when you
see how you smile and how your eyes sparkle from happiness,
the way  your face looks fresh and young.

Looking  yourself in the mirror
So happy there is no one around

...........
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 What the hell is happening to the ground!!!
it’s started to shake like an earthquake
everything is dark the only thing u see is the mirror.
in it you fcking see your life passing day after day.

horrible things happening.
You see yourself crying every night in bed,
You see your  arguing  with you parents and see how much pain you cause them,
You see you dad getting weaker every damn day,
You see your mom getting skinnier and sicker,
Your brother and sister are getting depressed.

And you?
....

You are now living a life in a different country.
trying to forget ,
trying to move on even your memory ‘s are haunting you when you sleep.
Dammnn!!

The mirror cracked and now you see you face transformed.
Your eyes getting a sad look,
You can see the pain in your heart trou it.
Shiit......

Your face is reflects the fact that you’re not satisfied
but still u hide your pain ,
u feel totally insane.
Your  struggling to maintain to be yourself
And try to smile for the fcking world.

Eminem - Beautiful

the Crown of life

The crown of life

My life is upside down.

Someone else is wearing my crown.

Day after day I let this bastard lead my world.

I'd wipe away all of my tears

But I can’t take away all my fears.

I tried many ways,

Another time, another place.

Some people call me crazy,

Others think  I’m lazy,

But I’m just a little bit hazy.

I'd wipe away all my tears

But I cant take away all my fears.

I tried many ways,

Another time, another place.

Day after day I fight for a life.

I fight to forget the things that make me unhappy.

Why is it damn hard to try to be happy

Why?

Is this the way life should be?

people  that are looking down on me, I will stand on them and let them know

I’m  wearing  the crown of my life and and im the ruler of my own heart and mind.

Now I wipe away all my tears and my fears with a thought that everybody fears.

I’m strong °, so strong that even an hurricane will not be able to push me away,

so better stay away else u will pay.

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i made this text with a girl i met 

this girl hase soo much shit in her life 

so i wish her all the luck in the world and i knw she wil make it one day

be strong

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good song

i love  this song is frm eminem